let it be.

the main reason i like my sunday morning shift, although i do have to get up at 5 am and it is easy listening sunday mornings, but i get to play lots of awesome old songs that we never play any other times - like the beatles, let it be. fantastic song. definitely not their best... but when played directly after the latest taylor swift single, its amazing.

it seems like everyone has written about the year to come. i've been thinking about what can be said. this year is a big one for me. for some obvious reasons, and i think some less obvious reasons. i'm getting married halfway through the year. that's a BIG one (if you haven't given me your mailing address *coughamycough* please do that... eryn.kleyh@gmail.com). and then HOPEFULLY the trip to europe for our honeymoon if we can manage to scrape the funds together for it. i really have my heart set on this. i think it would be a most amazing adventure for us to share. the adventure of a lifetime perhaps.

another big one is my employment situation. i have to figure something out. there has been talk of me doing some work in kelowna at the pattison station there - which would be really cool. i feel like working in another station would actually establish myself as being IN THE BUSINESS and not just some kid with no experience who has been coached along by patrick. not that i don't appreciate everything that he did for me... and that basically is what i am... but i think i could be more than that. i love my job. and i think i'm good at it. i have been told i'm good at it. i would love to have a future in radio... and get to a place where i could really contribute to a station and have my say. that would be fantastic. there have been some shady goings on here, and i've been pretty bummed about it. as a side note - the new years eve show that jen and i did was a TON of fun.

jordi and i have been working on putting together a poster and a flyer and starting our own cleaning business. i would only have to work 15 hours a week to be making more than i was with my evening shifts here at the station. i think that is doable. plus my mom and i have been talking about me doing a dance class through the inner world school this session too. or rather... 4 classes. 2 tap classes and 2 jazz classes. this both scares me and excites me. i think it could be a lot of fun, and some good exercise trying to keep up with kids. plus, i haven't done anything like that for a very very very long time.

this year will be a lot of work, at least for the first half, and a lot of busy-ness (but when is my life NOT busy?). but i think it will also be very rewarding and fun. i also turn 25. and like amy was talking about... it DOES feel like some kind of milestone. its weird... i feel like 25 sounds so old. but i don't really feel old. sometimes i think about the fact that i am getting married and i think... when did i grow up? since when am i old enough to get married. since when i am THERE. its weird.

my dress should be arriving any day now! which is delightfully exciting. i can't WAIT to see the rough muslin version of the pattern that dessy has created. also... i am doing bootcamp with kiss fm starting on the 17th. i'm really stoked for that. they are going to kick my butt with a workout and also i get a custom designed meal plan for me. it's going to be awesome. and exactly what i need to get myself in gear to shape up and look fantastic for the wedding. as cliche as it sounds... my new years resolution is definitely to lose some weight and eat better. i have been so lazy. i never want to cook anymore. i need to get back into that. its getting to a point where all my newly added bigger clothes don't really fit anymore either. everything pulls and hugs and looks gross. agh. its really frustrating. i need to get my butt in gear.