brainy.

i am exhausted.

i don't know how i ended up being this busy again so soon!! here i am working two jobs. this is my hour and a half in between today. tyler is out with brodie and dan, and to be honest this bums me out. i will see him when i come home from work tonight to go to bed... maybe... if he is home. otherwise i will be asleep before he comes home. and then i work tomorrow. finish at 3. but that really only leaves me a couple of hours before i will be going to bed to prepare for my 5 am morning on sunday. and then my morning shift will be followed by a nap, and then dinner at tyler's mom's. and then monday, he is back to work, as am i.

totally bummed about it.

i'm trying to decide what i want for dinner, but i'm just so grumpy and stressed out about all the things that i have to accomplish in the next couple of days that i can't even decide. because nothing sounds like a good idea to me, and i'm whining. i know. agh. i am so tired, my first instinct is to stop at the bean scene and pick up a coffee before work, but i know that will make for a hard time falling asleep when i get home after the hockey game. agh. i don't know.

i worked all day with dean. and it was MISERABLE. it rained hard all morning. our first job was supposed to be an in and out, but the woman wasn't home so we just did the outside. and after that we were both drenched, as we didn't leave prepared for so much rain. we went back to my mom's house, and put everything in the dryer. waited. called the woman who wasn't home - she still wasn't home. so we left again after about a half hour, did the next house with rain gear, and the rain was starting to let up. stopped for lunch. did two more huge houses. and then one more small one. and here i am, very tired with big yawns, finally just shook my chills after having a VERY hot shower, and trying to mentally prepare myself to work AGAIN in a little bit.

and i am wasting my time to be ready to go. i must finish here. sorry it was such a downer.